December 2009
16 posts
onthewing: I love how all the conversation in Gilmore Girls is so smooth and fast and idk just well put together, and everything on it is so perfectly fucked up One of my friends told me that my mom and I talk like Lorelai and Rory. I was so happy. Also, my dad now watches gilmore girls, and we gossip about the characters like they were real people. Very happy again.
Dec 12th
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I need you now, I need you more than ever before. [dance on our graves, paper route]
Dec 11th
reblog with the book you're currently reading.
frogsandcrowns: checkred-umbrella: shelovesjapan: celebrator1975: emmabutton: rapidhopeloss: thetruthoralie: waltzwithyourmurderer: viiik: sleepless-eyes: The Great Gatsby Pride and Prejudice Beast The Lovely Bones The Time Traveler’s Wife ^^ me too! The Great Perhaps Water for elephants Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban Cat’s Eye Hamlet, Sherlock...
Dec 10th
It is 3:13 am, and I desperately want waffles. This eggo shortage is killing me. I had my mom buy like 50 boxes, but I’m trying to ration myself.
Dec 10th
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how to make a great playlist:
onthewing: thestephenkent: don’t double dip artists. ever. 18 is the perfect number of tracks. a theme is nice, but not always necessary. not all tracks need to be real songs. homemade album art is ace. using a lyric from a song on the mix always makes a great title. I broke some rules, I see… Total agreement. Using an artist twice is just bad form. I also always try to look for...
Dec 10th
Depressive Realism →
I’m not sure if I agree with this.
Dec 10th
I lost 10 pounds over the last two months
laurencephilomene: Something’s wrong….. I don’t know how that happenned though, I keep eating donuts. Stress, I guess :/ The same thing’s been happening to me. I think it’s because I started teaching ballet but didn’t start eating more. Kinda creepy, though… I can see my ribs. It’s unpleasant.
Dec 10th
And now we rise And we are everywhere And now we rise from the ground And see she flies And she is everywhere See she flies all around. So look see the sights The endless summer nights And go play the game You learnt from the morning. [From the Morning, Nick Drake]
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
I don’t think I’m afraid of change in the world, but I’m sure I’m afraid of change in my head.
Dec 9th
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“They’re called boobs, Ed.”
– Erin Brockovich
Dec 2nd
This is just a modern rock song, This is just a tender affair, I count “three, four” and then we start to slow, Because a song has got to stop somewhere. [this is just a modern rock song. belle and sebastian.]
Dec 2nd
Do you miss me?
Dec 2nd
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“One night to be confused, one day to speed up truth. We had a promise made, four...”
– Heartbeats, Jose Gonzalez
Dec 2nd
November 2009
31 posts
Meatloaf's Got It Right
overactiveimagination: “I swore that I would love you to the end of time!” “So now I’m praying for the end of time To hurry up and arrive” Obviously nothing lasts forever. Too many artists forget that the love they’re singing about will soon end. and they’ll be writing a new song. about missing them, or how they cheated on them, or how they’re moving on. Mrgh. One of the only thoughts...
Nov 30th
“Trying to find one source of light, trying to name one thing you like. Used to...”
– Bright Eyes
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now hang me up to dry you wrung me out too too too many times now hang me up to dry I’m pearly like the whites the whites of your eyes [hang me out to dry, cold war kids]
Nov 29th
the area dividing the brain and the soul is affected in many ways by experience – some lose all mind and become soul: insane. some lose all soul and become mind: intellectual. some lose both and become: accepted. Lifedance Charles Bukowski
Nov 29th
“We are monkeys with money and guns.”
– Tom Waits
Nov 29th
Nov 23rd
Walmart Christmas commercials make me realize there is no hope for humanity.
Nov 23rd
Hands.
I have ugly hands. They’re not deformed, or structurally unsound in any way. I’ve got long fingers, and short fingernails, as I’m always biting them off. But I hate them. I hate my hands. I guess it started when I was 8. I was learning violin, and my teacher told me I had bad fingers. I understand now that he meant bad fingers in respect to playing the violin, but I took it as a...
Nov 23rd
Nov 13th
Pragmatically
My AP Euro teacher told me I had to stop using ‘big words’. It’s not that I don’t use them correctly, it’s just that… hmm, well, let’s see, she didn’t actually have a reason. Something about the number of sylables per line. IT’S NOT A FUCKING HAIKU, ALRIGHT? So, instead of pragmatically, I’m supposed to say ‘in practice’, when...
Nov 13th
Hard to be soft. Tough to be tender. [help i’m alive, metric.]
Nov 13th
Nov 13th
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i did something bad today
overactiveimagination: but really. what do you expect. when none of you help me. well. when the people. who are supposed to do something. aren’t doing anything. when the thing that was supposed to change everything. changed nothing. everything is still the same. and it makes me want to cry.  because this was supposed to all get better. but it’s still easy. to lie. to pretend. to...
Nov 12th
I think too much. I think about you too much. I think about the future too much. I think that’s grounds for insanity.
Nov 12th
11:11! GO!
Nov 12th
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i want time to stop please. like. right now.
overactiveimagination: hah. for a second i thought it listened to me. That reminded me of the Calvin and Hobbes where Calvin’s watch stops, and he’s all excited because the sun is setting even though it’s only 3 in the afternoon, and he thinks he’s stopped time. Yeah. If it’s not a musical reference, it’s a Calvin and Hobbes one.
Nov 12th
Nagging Doubts
Doubt is like having a nail forced very slowly through your skull. All the things you’ve said, they’re lovely. And they’re smoke. I need something I can hold onto, and something that’ll hold me back. This all hurts too much. Especially when one is a masochist.
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Help me
tryingtokissthesky: I’m living in the past. and i don’t know how to move on. I’ve never had this problem before, but suddenly i feel like everything i’ve ever done wrong is running through my head on repeat, like a bad record. It won’t stop, but it’s ruining my present, and consequently my future. I thought i had gotten over all of these things. But apparently, they were just lying in...
Nov 12th
The Thing About Needles
Let me begin by saying, quite bluntly, that needles scare the shit out of me. You come near me with one, I’m either attacking you with the nearest blunt object [fight] or running away screaming for my mother [flight]. I don’t really care about pain; it’s transient, I realized this a long time ago. [insert cynical comment here about the transience of everything]. It’s the...
Nov 12th
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Grand Battement
I teach ballet to small children; sometimes it’s frightening, sometimes it’s painful, and sometimes it’s vaguely enjoyable. The truth is, I complain about it a lot more than I should. Regardless of that fact, there’s something terrifying about looking in the eyes of a 3 year old and thinking, my god, someday you might think like I do. You might fuck up like I do. You might...
Nov 12th
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It’s hard to scatter the ashes when the fire never burned.
Nov 12th
September 2009
121 posts
I don't like not talking to you
It feels unnatural.
Sep 21st
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Love me
And love me, this is how I’m forced to live. I don’t want to live like that.
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